Guimaras Prized pic!
Eto pla ung Picture namin nung pumunta kami ng Guimaras! kasama ko sa pic sila Marites, Lynn June, Christine, at c Pancho (Angel). Pancho kac ung tawag ko dyan e! hehe!
C Ugoy-Ugoy ung kumuha ng picture na to! C Shelley nga pla c Ugoy-Ugoy!
At ako naman c Hopia! O d ba galing kac puro kami tinapay! Wahaha! Post kau koments ha?!
Inis Fever
"I tried entering the Poem-Writing Contest last July 28, 2005...I won! I expected it actually at first, because as a 4th yr student, I'm expecting to win lots of contests in school. And considering that my brother is in the hospital kiss may dengue fever siya..."
Early this morning, I had a good feeling why my classmates were congratulating me. I knew it was about the contest I joined just last week. I expected it though...but I'm soo happy to hear how happy they were for me. They cheered after my name was called first place. Well too bad I couldn't publish my poem in my bog today. Bc kasi e.
My guy buds were making pakitang-gilas nanaman, by hitting their stomachs with Naggy's kicking pad...they even tried hitting me kanina. Ang labo tlga ng boys namin, minsan pa astig astig, muntik pa ako binastos! mga langya tlga! Lalo na yang c Zalvin! grr..muntik ko ng tadyakan! sinabi ba naman na tirahin ung b**bs! suplado tlga yang AFROMAN na yan! kakainis!
Anyways..kakainis lng ngaung araw na to kac I'm going to see my brother sa hospital at ayoko siyang makita na nagkukunwaring mahina. Basta ayoko tlga siyang makita na parang matamlay ba. naiinis lng me pag pinapakita nya sa akin nga prang ayaw nyang tumayo.
Cguro it's the fact na gusto nyang maawa pa ako sa kanya. Well tingnan mo nga sarili nya, mukha na tlga syang kawawa. At ayoko nga tingnan.
As of now, ala pa nmn akong naiinisan except ung sinabi ko kanina lng...paulit-ulit kong naaalala ang mga biro ng mga kaklase ko kanina..sobrang nakakainis nga! Pikon tlga ako dba?!
Cno pa gustong magbiro haay naku, pikon tlga ako. Madali tlga ako mapikon ngaun.
PS: naputulan pla kami ng kuryente 2 days ago. Kawawa namn C Ate Den2x kac mag-isa lng xa dun sa haws..buti nga pinauwi muna ni Mommy. Ngaun wlang tao sa bahay.
D pa nga pla nag-eemail c kit o nagtetext man lng sana txt na nya ako kasi miss ko na cla nila kate. Mabuti nlng at Nagtext xa sakin before me maglaro..kasi sanay me na me kausap bago ang laro ko sa San Jose, Antique last July 23...well ok lng nmn except nung medyo marami nga lng un pasa ko at d me masyado makagalaw...hehe
Kakainis kasi e, no preparation...
Regina's visit
This is me(right) and my pal Jane (left)..Regiena took this pic while she was at her visit here in the Phils! Hmm..criticize nyo nga?! I kinda like this pic..natural tlga ung kuha namin ni Jane, nd I like the view! heehee! Got wut it takes para matapatan nyo to?! tee hee! I missed Ginay na! Uy reg, lagi ka visit sa site natin ha? Nad subrang addik kna ata sa hale ah! Anyways my concert pala cla sa CPU together with MYMP...u know the latest craze ng mga mamamayan ngaun. Korny nga lng nung songs but the band's a great outlet for some cheecy moments! Hey check out plagi ung site natin Reg, to know the latest sa room namin, room nga GABUKON! heehee! Ei, regiena nga pla has joined this leadership thingy sa place nila! Great work reg! Pero the PAROKYA NI EDGAR MANIA lives on! haha! I like Hale pa rin but nangunguna pa rin ung Parokya! First day Funk! Yeah! ROCK Baby! Got something to say? Post a comment naman! I'll be w8ing! hehe! Ei, I've got another pic here..sobrang excited kmi d2, and BTW last goodbye namin to kay Ginay kasi aalis na sya puntang US. Too bad konting time lng ung naspend namin sa kanya, and i never got to steal the minature skateboard! grr..c Mommy Chris kasi ang takaw! Kuha nya lahat! joKE! actually just the board..Gee nice knowing we had fun!
Tale of Life's Ups and Downs
"Right now..I just don't know what wo do. My brother is suffering from a sickness na pabalik-balik, my Dad doesn't know what to to. I'll be taking na my exam in the UPCAT yet I'm not ready..I had a review once and I don't want it wasted. My Mom's income is running low and I just had to choose the things that I should prioritize first."
I noticed that I'd usually cry in front of the altar listening to Hale's "Here Tonight" and cry until 11 pm. Then I'd pray the rosary all alone since my Dad was with my lil bro in my grandpa's house. They took care of him 24/7. He was sick...my lagnat sya. His fever reached 40, ever since he lost on a "dirty" election dun sa school nila. He's only grade 6. Nadaya siya ng opponent nya. He went out cguro sa ulan and got wet. Until nagkafever na siya. It felt bad sa part ko. I cried talaga and I couldn't even study na. It was so hard. I couldn't help but think about what we've been going through. Ang hirap pala ano? Sacrifice the things you like?
I've come up with a plan. I have P60 allowance everyday. I've decided to save P50 and spend P10 for my pamasahe. It was fair enough to get P250 a week. I can pay my Promotional Fee in Taekwondo that's worth P650, in just 2 weeks and a half. I talked to my parents about my idea and they stood blankly. Cguro di lang cla sana'y na tingnan ako na nagtitipid ng pera. I won't stop saving until I got what I wanted.
Taekwondo taught me almost everything...from persevering, and saving. I got deciplined too. It's like in every tournament, I didn't want to lose. Just like life; if I was a loser, I lost na cguro noon pa. I really love this sport. And if my mind and heart says so, the rest will follow. Every penny counts. I don't want to spend a peso tapos ung kinalabasan, wala rin. It's a waste of time...and money. I don't play Ragnarok anymore. I learned it all from my experience with Christian. Since that day that we went on without each other's presence, I was active in school. Until I joined taekwondo because of him, just to let it all out. Good thing nga, we fought ano? Then I met Taekwondo...enjoyed it, found good pals, experienced hardships (and bruises), gained confidence and self-defense. But when the rain started to fall, I wished that could feel nothing. I've never experienced saving upto a value of P650 just for some sort of a sport? Who would've thought that I'd sacrifice and make tipid, just for a sport?! Mula nung mawalan ng trabaho ang Dad ko, nagkawatakwatak na ang mga plano ko. But because of my perseverance, at decipline na itunuro sa akin ng Taekwondo...consider pa ung tulong ng DIYOS...alam ko makakaya ko. For every problem, there's always a corresponding solution. I believed in that old qoute noon pa man. Kung minsan nga lang nakakalimutan ko...at eto pa ang isang qoute na itunuro sa akin ng "Meteor Garden" nung sinabi ni Xi Men; "No one can bring a good man down". Kahit ano pang problema ang bumuhos ay I'm sure andyan lng si GOD sa tabi ko. Hindi Niya ako pababayaan Kahit pa mawala ang mundo, makakaya ko basta't alam ko na andyan SIYA. Gusto ko Siyang maramdaman sa tabi ko. Parang gusto ko na Siyang yakapin, at sabihin sa Kanya..."Lord, tulungan mo po Kami ng pamilya ko." Wala na yata akong ibang malapitan kundi Siya. We always go back to our Creator. Hope ko lang na sana the next time I have pains and guilts mas makakaya ko pa.
And to all my friends who are helping me out...especially kay Mommy Chris, who served as the most Loyal of them all. Even if the whole world is against me, I can still remember her tag as "The Most Loyal Friend" that I had. In my whole life I've never met a friend like her. She would fight for me daw. And I do believe her. She even made me utang sa kanya just for the P200 locker payment sa classroom na ikinagalit ng classmates ko, coz I wasn't able to pay.
Hayy, buhay nga naman. I'm very lucky dahil may natitira pang pag-asa sa akin. Friends too! Swerte ko talaga...Praise the Lord!
My Music!
SHowing what's inside...
A boy bud of mine wrote something when he spilled his heart out...I nearly thought it was a bit obvious...I knew he has just undergone a break up from his girl. Jophil is plain-laid back, he says in his write-up. I know how he feels actually, just like any girl would. I said its nearly obvious. He's not that hard to understant naman, that's why it's easy to appreciate a person like him. He's seloso as I've observed, secretive and quite a mystery. Alam ko pagnagmahal yan "All-out, All-out". I may not know all of him but, at least I went half way... Just Silently "It was never easy...trying to hide your feelings when in fact you She is not pretty...she is beautiful. Her eyes are not just brown, their O kita niyo na? "Hopeless Romantic", din pla tong isang to! Kala ko kase, kokonti lng ung mga gaya naming "ASA" sa pag-ibig, or in our dialect "PAGHIGUGMA" hehe. Ngaun para sakin..yang love love na iyan sa mga boys? Labas muna sa "to-do list" ko. Ayaw ko munang manghabol ng lalaki! 'Di biro lng un...Maybe after Christian, na medyo sineryoso ko...I'm taking a break from a "break up"...get it pipol? I understand naman what he wrote eh...ano 'to? Afraid for LOVE to fade?! Advice lang pare ko, you'll never know if she loves you if you'll never tell her. Afraid ei? Don't worry...ask ka ng guidance NIYA...'di ka naman Niya bibiguin e. Pero if He fails to give you what you want, maybe because it's for your own good. I know it might hurt a bit...'di mo pa nga nasasabi sa Diyos yang nasasaloobin mo..nag-ckicken out ka na kaagad! Courage lang, and of course...good timing...and the right mixture of self-confidence, the right amount of sincerity and best of all the responsibility of facing the outcomes and consequences...
When I assigned tasks to my group mates for our journalism proj, I told Jophil that I'd like him to be our cartoonist. But since cartooning was not yet required for the week, I left him with the news...at first I didn't understand why he gave me that write-up. I was asking for a news article, not some interpretative "whatever". He asked help from Honey, our writer/classmate/editor-in-chief of our school paper. hehehe. But when I started reading it, I got startled...I thought it was the "EX", WRONG! Definately not a good guess, I'm not sure what he's feeling right now but, I think may bago na. Huwag sana siyang magalit sa mga pinagsusulat ko dito, but it's my blog and really my choice of opinion. I got another guess, but he denied...but kung ipagdugtong dugtungin mo ang mga pangayari, you'd surely tell who. Pero ako? Ang totoo not that sure kasi, "King of Denial" tong kaibigan ko e...pero ako pa rin ang magpapasya I'd give 25% paniniwala to his statement and whooping 75% sa opinyon ko, bahala siya. Kahit pa nanggaling na yun sa kanya, hell I don't care! But I don't spread my opinions. Of cors 'no! Opinyon yun 'di "fact"! So anyway, bahala na ung mga taong makakabasa nito!
Here goes the write up...
want to be honest with yourself. I guess it would stay this way till: I love no
more...
windows to her very being. Her smile can't launch a thousand ships...but it
mesmerize me. Her laughter's not music...but it makes my heart beat a symphony.
Her touch lasts only for seconds...but it makes me feel like forever. She's so
near to me...but I can never reach her. I always end up in waters of reverie. I
want to hold her and make her feel the promise of my love. I always have the
chance. Wonder why I dare not to take it? It's because I love her. I don't want
to risk the friendship we have. She holds my hand. She smiles at me. She laughs
at my corny jokes. And I don't want to loose such precious things just by
telling her "I LOVE YOU"...I feel and I know, that for her, I am just
her friend. And there's no point on trying to expect something more than that.
Only a point in accepting for it is in accepting that I'll have joy and
satisfaction. I am happy with the way things are going on between us. It can be
enough for a laid-back boy like me, to love her the way I know...to love her
just silently..."
Time WiLL cOME...
Bakit kaya nangangamba
Sa tuwing ika'y nakikita
Sana nama'y magpakilala
Ilang ulit nang nagkabangga
Aklat kong dala'y pinulot mo pa
'Di ka pa rin nagpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala
Dito'y mayroon sa puso ko
Munting puwang laan sa 'yo
Maaari na bang magpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
CHORUS
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin
AD LIB
Bakit kaya umiiwas
Binti ko ba'y mayroong gasgas
Nais ko lang magpakilala
REFRAIN
Bawat araw sinusundan
'Di ka naman tumitingin
Ano'ng aking dapat gawin
CHORUS
Kailan (kailan), kailan mo ba mapapansin ang aking lihim
Kahit ano'ng aking gawin, 'di mo pinapansin
Kailan (kailan), kailan hahaplusin ang pusong bitin na bitin
Kahit ano'ng gawing lambing, 'di mo pa rin pansin
Don't B AfraiD
Why is that sad look in your eyes
Why are you crying?
Tell me now, tell me now
Tell me, why you're feelin' this way
I hate to see you so down, oh baby!
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
[CHORUS:]
Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
Where are all those tears coming from
Why are they falling?
somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold
You just need somebody to hold on, baby
(Give me a chance)
To put back all the pieces
Take hold of your heart
Make it just like new
There's so many things that I can do
[Chorus]
[Instrumental]
Is it your heart
Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces
Makin' you cry
Makin' you feel blue
Is there anything that I can do
[CHORUS]
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
And I'll do my best to make it better
Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away
Just tell me where it hurts
Now, tell me
And I love you with a love so tender
Oh, and if you let me stay
I'll love all of the hurt away
FuNk mEh!
Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk
First day of school dapat cool na cool!
Mas cool pa sa tubig ng swimming pool!
Dapat talaga maganda na agad ang pasok
Pagpasok mo ng classroom, dapat umuusok!
Wag na wag kang mapapraning!
Sagot kita! diretso ang tingin!
Di dapat maatat na mapansin,
Kahit hot lahat, dapat “chill” pa rin!
Hinding hindi yumuyuko, kahit na nakaupo!
Di ko sinasabi na dapat maging mayabang.
Pero dapat di ka “mahiyain na halaman”
Confidence chong, lakas loob!
Wag na wag kang patataob
Kahit sa tapat ng maganda mong kakalase!
Mas lalo na sa prof mong mukhang
Salbahe!…dance!
Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk
Refrain
Itaas ang kamay, iwagayway
Salute the prof at sabay kaway…
Mag-classmate high-5 lang kayo
Now don’t be shy, kwela skwela ‘to
Just raise your hand kung may sagot
If you don’t know the answer, eh di lagot!
Just erase the board, at magsayaw
Lagyan ng funk ang pag-galaw – sayaw!
Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk
May dumating na isang babae!
Sobrang “hottie” na ka-klase,
Sya’y lumapit at nag “hi”
Ako nama’y napakaway…
“akala ko ako ang kanyang kinakawayan
at hindi ko inakala na ang nasa likuran!”
Kahit na napahiya, hindi ako kinakabahan!
Wala na tong ibang mapupuntahan… sayaw
Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day funk
(repeat refrain)
Let’s do the funk
Let’s do the first day ...
I dropped my Penny
Every dime I spend is a treasure...and it was such a hard time for me to adjust to certain matters, to specify: LOSS of MONEY. I started feeling the money rush when my something happend to my dad just months ago... my parents didn't even tell us what was really with my dad in manila. My brothers and I took a hard time to adjust to some things. They took us to our Lolo's house, and for us it was some good news. It's because we didn't know! It was after February when I knew that something happened to my Dad. I felt bad after. That was why my Mom had to reach manila and stay there for 3 weeks or so. I got startled then, and I didn't know what to do. I've got no options left but to stop playing RAGNAROK and blogging too. I needed to walk if ever I wanted to save myself a penny for tomorrow. I tell you, it was really hard. I've been living in luxury for the past 15 years, and now...I had to cut our budget wisely for good purposes. My parents were so worried of the gastos I've been having while they were away. That's why they have to leave for the whole day if they should go to Roxas for the "Divine Mercy" and come back at midnight to check if me and my brothers are intact with the rules: limit the gastos. There was a time when I had to beg my dad for P20 just for my allowance in my taekwondo practice. My Dad had nothing to give me. I got a hold on his wallet and not a single bill was seen. Yes, it was so awful that when I left home I can't help but stare at the skies. I told God, that I couldn't face my problems if HE wasn't there with me. It's a good thing I didn't cry nor drop a tear...just that expression of fear and discontent. It felt hard for me to adjust...way back then, when I was still a computer-game-addictus, I can't help but give the cafes some income. I was there everyday, and sometimes teh whole day. And it wasn't surprising where I'd be if they can't find me. But good thing I joined the National Science Camp of the Dept Ed. I wasn't home for 5 days-which means a five-day-getaway-with-no-raganarok! The truth is, I had trouble asking permission from my parents on joining the camp. Wala kasi kaming pambayad dun sa camp na sinalihan ko, kaya humingi nlng kami ng tulong sa Lolo ko. Good thing pinagbgyan na kami. Naawa na xa cguro sa mga nangyayari sa amin. It was like, I wanted to run away from home just to get away from our money probs. Money was always a priority, pero mas mataas pa rin ang Diyos. Panalangin ko araw araw na sana magkaroon ng himala. I've learned well from my lessons. Pero naniniwala pa rin ako sa isang line ng song ng Simple Plan na "CRAZY", "Money is our first priority, but it doesn't make sense to me"...