"Ready? Set? Go!" says our P.E. teacher. She wasn't feeling comfy 'coz she wasn't wearing the usual P.E. uniform- tucked-in shirt and jogging pants plus tennis shoes. I was feeling sluggish coz I slept in my Journalism class before we had P.E. and it wasn't a good time for me to run a 40 meter sprint. I felt restless, but I enjoyed it anyway. I wasn't comfy with my attire too! Baggy jogging pants, loose t-shirt, and my shoes-which I just fixed with rugby just a week ago. Anyway, I still ended up in the finish line just like everybody did.

As I stretched my bod 3x I can still feel how tired my body was. Three of the guys were mentioning jokes about our P.E. teacher. Malas lng nila, she heard the laughs. Lucky them , just the laughs! hehe, I was with them too. But I find their jokes too insulting, so I talked to my nanay-nanayan, Annie instead. I dunno why they're even doing that.

I was so into her stares lately. Kaya pla, she saw my crush...

I was not in the mood for anything. But all of a sudden it just made my heart pound like a million drums struck by one hell-of-a-hunk. I was not in the mood as I've said.

I just didn't care what he was upto lately..I never tought he'd visit his alma mater...all I knew was he was there and I didn't care whatever our P.E. teacher said. The next thing I felt was Jane calling out my name: "Oi, Niña..dali-a dun! Tuya dun ya linya pay! Nakita mo lang siya natulala ka na!" meaning, "Niña, hurry up andun na ung linya natin! Nakita mo lng siya natulala ka na kagad!". Yes, I was tulala!

I've been struck by this before, pero not LIKE this...

I just wished I'd melt in front of him. I was so lucky to see him here. I mean it really was a surprise. I just hope there'd be another feeling like this.

I wanted to jump after! Hehe..and I did! This is how a gal falls madly head-over heels on a guy she liked for the past 2 years...

I sang "Dear Heart by Sandara Park"! I just do the most baduy things when he passes by. But it took me a while to think about it...isn't it obvious? Theye could never tell that I'm damn into him! Wakeke! I keep the deepest secrets sometimes! I just hoped it would be like forever this way. I didn't want him to court me anyway, I just wanted him to like me, not make me his own. I'm soo into him. I'm glad I felt it again, 'coz so far this is the time I got struck again! The last time I felt this was when...I gave up Christian. But I'm okay now. The truth is I still think of him, and what's weird is, I don't now if i still have feelings for him. I don't know! I spent most of my midnights thinking of him and how he is. But I guess, there's always that space in my heart that knows how to let go...

For "Leevi's" I got this song from tristancafe.com...I found it corny pero..malapit sa feeling ko ngaun...

AFRAID FOR LOVE TO FADE

The CompanY

My head's in a jam
Can't take you off my mind
From the time we met
I've been beset by thoughts of you
And the more that I ignore this feeling
The more I find myself believing
That I just have to see you again
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
Like a child again
I'm at a loss for words
How does one define
A crush combined with longing?
Longing to possess you oh so dearly
I'm obsessed by you completely
I'll go mad if I can't have you
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
(Instrumental)
Oooooooooohhhhhhh
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
But I know that I am much too shy
To let you know
Afraid that I might say the wrong words
And displease you
Afraid for love to fade
Before it can come true
I can't let you pass me by
I just can't let you go
Let me say the things and say the words
To let you know
I would rather say the awkward words
Than lose you
Or for love to fade
Before it can come true